Well Mr. B took no time, infact he apparently RAN down that isle (Facebook is indeed the DEVIL, but sometimes you can find out a lot!!).
There is an open, public Facebook album of their wedding. You would have maybe expected my reaction to be devastated and sad? But these wedding photos are HORRIBLE! There is not one of them really together and the ones where they are together you might as well put an imaginary line down the middle of them. There is no love there. Instead of feeling sad, I feel sorry for him. Instead of dealing with his feelings he raced to try to prove his feelings for another. Marriage does not fix anything. Now he has to live with the fact he cheated and perhaps will always wonder “what if” when it comes to me.
Me on the other hand? I have to admit there was one tiny, weeny moment where it was so tempting to post on that open album. I mean how shocking would it be for a comment to pop up on these so-called “loving” photos saying “Wow, congrats, that was fast considering I was sucking your dick last August”?? I wouldn’t actually do it, I mean why hurt her? He can do that all on his own.
I know Mr. B came into my life for a reason, as all soulmates do. But I am now convinced he is not the one, the life partner one.
All I keep thinking is I am so glad I am not her, marrying someone who told someone else they love them and cheated.
I can’t wait to meet the next person that will rock my world. Mr. B can live this life he has now created, through it all I wish him well.
I have the courage to be on my own until the right person comes along. I will not settle.
I now know I will love hard again.
Goodbye Mr. B.